It was just your average ordinary snowy Monday afternoon on Long Island. I was rattling around the house, trying not to think about the manuscript I had shipped off to the brand new Harlequin offices on Third Avenue four days earlier.
Did you ever try to not think about something? It's like trying not to talk about the pink elephant in the room. I was obsessed with the fact that my first book was maybe right now on Vivian Stephens's desk waiting for its turn to be read.
And if the writers magazines I devoured on a monthly basis were any indication, my manuscript was going to have a long wait. Definitely longer than four days. Four weeks maybe? I guess it was possible. Four months? That was more like it.
So when the phone rang a few minutes after two o'clock I figured it was my mom checking in or my husband calling from work or maybe one of those annoying telemarketers that drove everyone crazy.
Except it wasn't.
It was Vivian Stephens and she wanted to buy my book. "We start everyone with a $6000 advance," she said, "and it goes up $500 with each sale."
Six thousand dollars? Was she serious? I'd never earned six thousand dollars in one year in my life and Vivian was going to give me six grand for doing something I'd happily do for free?
I was a high school graduate who had never known a writer in her life. I didn't have an agent. I'd never met an editor. Everything I knew about writing I'd pulled from magazines and how-to books and the thousands of novels and short stories I inhaled like oxygen.
Did you ever have a real live out-of-body experience? I did that afternoon. I swear to you I separated from my thirty-one year old body and floated somewhere up around the ceiling like a life-sized helium balloon. Two years ago I was in a hospital room having radiation treatment for uterine cancer. Two months ago I was typing data entry records for piecework prices. Two weeks ago I was hunched over my Smith-Corona portable typewriter, spilling my dreams onto the page. Good grief, just four days ago I was standing in line at the North Babylon Post Office at Sunset City waiting to ship off my package!
Oh, I sounded all cool and collected as we talked about contracts and publishing schedules and all of those wonderful amazing things. You would have thought I sold a first book every day of the week.
Well, except for the fact that I threw up on my shoes after Vivian and I said goodbye, then burst into tears.
I wanted to tell the world. I wanted to run out into the snowy street and shout my news at the top of my lungs.
But I didn't. I waited until my husband pulled into the driveway later that night and I met him at the door with a bottle of champagne and two glasses. I didn't have to say a word. The look of joy and pride in his eyes still makes me smile, long after that juicy advance faded into memory.
My life changed forever that day. Thanks to Vivian and Harlequin, I was able to take the first step toward living the dream I'd held since childhood. My name was going to be on the spine of a real live book.
I was a writer.
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And because today is the twenty-seventh anniversary of the day I got The Call, I'd like to celebrate by offering one Yankee Romance Reviewers reader a baker's dozen of my books. All you have to do is send me an email at barbarabretton@gmail.com with YANKEE in the subject header and I'll use my hand-dandy random number generator to pick the winner on Friday February 27th. Good luck!
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Thank you, Barbara, for sharing this special day with us!
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38 comments:
Oh what a wonderful story. Thanks for sharing it with us. That has to be an amazing feeling when you get that call.
How exciting can that be to know that you are published?
My wife is an eleven year survivor.
God bless you,
Ray
Barbara, many, many congratulations on a wonderful and successful career, and wishing you many more!
thank you for the chance to win the bakers dozen..I Love your books and the one sounds awesome..cannot wait to read it.
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Patty
Great story! Especially after you hung up the phone :)
That was a wonderful story, Barbara. Thanks for sharing it.
Four days... *shakes head in wonder*
Hi Barbara,
Thanks for sharing your call story with us.
What a great story! I've posted this on Win A Book.
Hi Barbara. Wonderful story. Thank you for sharing with us.
What a great story! I'll have to say, when I got "The Call" I didn't throw up on my shoes or cry, but my husband was the first one I told. I was on the phone with someone else when he walked in, and when he looked at me questioningly, I just nodded and smiled. Needless to say, he was pleased!
Thanks for the great story! I've read some of your great books and would love to read more!
That is a great story and what a great moment for you.
Thanks for such terrific comments! That first sale is so special--it really does stay in your heart forever. (Kind of like the moment when you see your first cover for the first time. When the package arrived, I called my husband at work and asked him to stay on the line while I opened it. I was afraid I'd faint dead away and wanted someone to be able to call 911 to come and revive me!) I forgot to let you know you can find me on the web at www.barbarabretton.com and at http://romancingtheyarn.blogspot.com Come visit!
Congrats on your publishing anniversary.
Hi Barbara,
What a great 'Call' story. I can just see you flying apart on the inside while you are trying to remain cool and sophisticated for the buyer. BTW, how long did it take you to write that first novel? While I love the image of you pounding away at the typewriter keyboard, how long did it take you to finally switch to a computer?
And congratulations on 27 years of producing great reads!
What a fun story. I hope they weren't really good shoes or your favorite ones. I can see how you would feel like you were floating.
The book took three weeks to write. (It was 60,000 words.) But you have to understand that I was on fire. Vivian had read an outline I'd sent to her at Harlequin, phoned me at the end of January, and said she liked my work but they had decided to purchase only completed manuscripts. "How fast can you write?" she asked. "Fast!" I said, not having the slightest idea if that was true or not. FOrtunately I was unemployed at the time and had an extremely understanding husband. I sat down at the kitchen table and I swear toyou my heart poured out onto the pages. I was in a daze for the whole three weeks, not at all a part of the real world any more. It was a blissful, thrilling experience. I sent the book out on February 18th and got the call on the 22nd. Which, believe me, doesn't happen any more. Vivian had only purchased 2 or 3 manuscripts for American Romance up to that point so I was in on the ground floor during a very exciting time for romance novels.
BTW, don't ask how long it takes me to write a book now . . . Yikes!
What a great story. I have been reading and enjoying your books for over 25 years.
Hope to enjoy many more.
Thanks so much for sharing that wonderful moment with us!
Thanks for blogging with us Barbara! It was really nice to read about your first 'The Call'. I'm not a writer, so I don't know exactly how that must feel, but I CAN imagine excitement and happiness :)
Have a super day!
Thank you for your generosity and inspiration!
Wonderful call story, Barbara - congrats on your anniversary and success for so many years!
Wow! I'd love to read this book.
Hi Barbara! Wonderful story thank you for sharing with us congratulations.
Hugssss
LindaH
I know I am a few days late but I love your blog.. I have been reading HQ for almost 30 years but never paid attention to the aurhtors just the stories. I was on their mailing subscription and just read what I recieved each month and loved them. "Congrats" on the 27 years
Loved your story. Some things we never ever forget. Congrats on your anniversary.
Barbara,
What a wonderful story. Thanks for sharing. And with the six thousand you could have replaced those shoes anyway. :
Congrats on being a survivor. My daughter is 21 and she's a 13 year survivor.
Carol L.
I loved your story. Thanks so much for sharing
Thanks so much for sharing your story. I really enjoyed reading this.
Great story. I love your books!!
Wonderful story!
Thank you for sharing your story!
How exciting when you got that call! I remember when my first knitting pattern was accepted for publication in a magazine. I almost fainted I was so excited! Thanks for sharing your story.
Thanks for the contest too.
I loved your story about that first book sale, especially the part about throwing up on your shoes, LOL.
Congratulations on continuing to make those sales, and keep those great books coming.
That is an awesome start and I am glad you are still here and blessed to give us more stories.
Loves like a great book thank you for the contest
Hi Barbara,
Congratulations! Also, what an amazing call story! Loved it! You are truly blessed with an amazing gift of telling a wonderful, interesting story.
Have an amazing week!
Thanks to everyone who entered the contest. (Over 150 entries!!) The lucky winner is Chrissy Secora. I wish I had enough books to send to all of you. You're a terrific group and I'm delighted I had the chance to get to know you. Thanks so much to Terra and Lemonitsa.
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